Love Matters Bootcamp Day 4–Hope

Love Matters Bootcamp–Day 4. There was once a time in my mothering life when “Despair” was my middle name.  I don’t know how I got through it.  Must have been some kind of divine intervention.  All I know is that I felt like an anvil was embedded in my chest and there was an awful vibration rattling me to the core.  I felt like I was going to explode, implode, or both; every day I had to white knuckle this horrible experience in a way that didn’t further harm my already traumatized children.  At that time I was sure my kids were never going to grow up and that I was going to combust before they made it to adulthood. I told you it was “Despair.”
 
Turns out I have a few characteristics hardwired into me that rose to the parenting occasion:  seriously die-hard work ethic, blind faith, and a belief in the healing power of love.  Together those things buoyed me when I was going under for the third time.  I didn’t even know enough to tell myself this, but it turns out it was playing in the background anyway: Just keep going, keep loving, and have faith in what you believe.  
 
If you find yourself living side-by-side your own version of “despair,” take heart. YOU are your child’s best hope for healing. Don’t personalize their trauma reactions. They do grow up. They are better for having YOU. Never give up. Your hard work pays off. YOU just have to wait for it.
Love Matters,
Ce Eshelman, LMFT
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Next 10-hr. Trust-based Parenting Course  is planned for May 16th and May 23th, 10am to 3pm each day.  Child care provided for an extra fee. Sign-up online at www.attachplace.com.
Next Hold Me Tight Couples Workshop by Robin Blair, LMFT at The Attach Place is planned for April 17th, 18th and 19th.
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Hope springs eternal.
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